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John 2:1-11

2006-04-08T01:22:00.000-04:00

1On the third day a wedding took place at Cana in Galilee. Jesus' mother was there, 2and Jesus and his disciples had also been invited to the wedding. 3When the wine was gone, Jesus' mother said to him, "They have no more wine."

Oh, I know this story. My mom always likes to tell about it and say that Jesus did whatever his mother told him, like a good son would.

4"Dear woman, why do you involve me?" Jesus replied, "My time has not yet come."

Whoa! I don't remember ever hearing that before. I wonder if my mom has. I think they must pass over that verse at our church.

5His mother said to the servants, "Do whatever he tells you."

Well, that is more like it, if He is the son of God. I wonder if Mary knew about the "in the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God." She had to know something was pretty unique about Him ... seeing as how she never had sex and then was pregnant. I wonder if she knew that He was ... God.

6Nearby stood six stone water jars, the kind used by the Jews for ceremonial washing, each holding from twenty to thirty gallons.
7Jesus said to the servants, "Fill the jars with water"; so they filled them to the brim.

I wonder what the servants were thinking. They had to be thinking something strange was going on here.

8Then he told them, "Now draw some out and take it to the master of the banquet."

I can feel their nerves, can't you?

They did so, 9and the master of the banquet tasted the water that had been turned into wine. He did not realize where it had come from, though the servants who had drawn the water knew. Then he called the bridegroom aside 10and said, "Everyone brings out the choice wine first and then the cheaper wine after the guests have had too much to drink; but you have saved the best till now."

I never thought of this before and I have heard this story told a lot, but it doesn't sound like Jesus did this so a lot of people would see it. It seems like He did it for the benefit of the servants, some disciples, and his mom. No one else seems to have known about it. I don't get the idea that He blew a horn or anything.

11This, the first of his miraculous signs, Jesus performed in Cana of Galilee. He thus revealed his glory, and his disciples put their faith in him.

It seemed like a lot of people put their faith in Him because of miracles He did, even very small ones.

More Optical Illusions

2006-04-08T00:56:00.000-04:00

Intermission. Isn't it wierd how our eyes can play tricks on us? What is worse is when a person deliberately makes up something for the sole purpose of messing with your head.

John 1:35-51

2006-04-03T13:17:00.000-04:00

35The next day John was there again with two of his disciples. 36When he saw Jesus passing by, he said, "Look, the Lamb of God!"

John says that again about the lamb of God. That must have really been an impressive thought on his mind about Jesus.

37When the two disciples heard him say this, they followed Jesus. 38Turning around, Jesus saw them following and asked, "What do you want?" They said, "Rabbi" (which means Teacher), "where are you staying?"

I like that. Jesus says "Whadda ya want?" He seems like a pretty plain spoken person so far.

39"Come," he replied, "and you will see." So they went and saw where he was staying, and spent that day with him. It was about the tenth hour.
40Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, was one of the two who heard what John had said and who had followed Jesus. 41The first thing Andrew did was to find his brother Simon and tell him, "We have found the Messiah" (that is, the Christ). 42And he brought him to Jesus. Jesus looked at him and said, "You are Simon son of John. You will be called Cephas" (which, when translated, is Peter).

Well, that is really interesting. He didn't even wait to hear if Peter was interested in Him; he just says there you are - you will be called Cephas ... or Peter (I never heard the word Cephas before. I have a brother named Peter - I wonder what he would think if I called him Cephas. hahaha.) It was like He knew that Peter was coming and that Peter would be an apostle - like it was a "given" - before He even had a chance to interview him.

43The next day Jesus decided to leave for Galilee. Finding Philip, he said to him, "Follow me."
44Philip, like Andrew and Peter, was from the town of Bethsaida. 45Philip found Nathanael and told him, "We have found the one Moses wrote about in the Law, and about whom the prophets also wrote-Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph."

Again, it sounds like this is all orchestrated ahead of time and these men are just being gathered. Am I missing something? Is there some dialogue that is not recorded?

46"Nazareth! Can anything good come from there?" Nathanael asked. "Come and see," said Philip. 47When Jesus saw Nathanael approaching, he said of him, "Here is a true Israelite, in whom there is nothing false."
48"How do you know me?" Nathanael asked.

Yea! That is what I am wondering, too!

Jesus answered, "I saw you while you were still under the fig tree before Philip called you."
49Then Nathanael declared, "Rabbi, you are the Son of God; you are the King of Israel."

OK, so Jesus tells Nathaniel that He knew about something that He couldn't possibly have known about under any normal circumstances (very insignificant, too - where he was standing) and Nathaniel declares, (just based on that) that Jesus is the Son of God? Amazing - I think these guys were really looking for the Messiah - waiting for Him - or else why would they be so ready to jump at this?

50Jesus said, "You believe because I told you I saw you under the fig tree. You shall see greater things than that."

Aha! So Jesus sounds like He is also a little surprised that such a small thing would impress Nathaniel so much.

51He then added, "I tell you the truth, you shall see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man."

Wow - now that is defiantely something big. I can't even picture that. I wonder what that means. I would bet that those guys were amazed at the saying too.

I am now done with chapter 1. That was neat. I learned things that I never before heard of. It started with these really incredible statements about Jesus creating the world, about Him being God Almightly - then it went into John the Baptist and his discovering who Jesus was. Then it went into Him walking in Israel and meeting some poeple (that he seemed to already know) and it ended with another big statement about heaven opening and angels going up and down on Jesus. What a very interesting thing to read! Thanks, DF! Next I will move on to chapter 2. I wonder what I will find there.

John 1:24-34

2006-03-30T07:11:00.000-05:00

24Now some Pharisees who had been sent 25questioned him, "Why then do you baptize if you are not the Christ, nor Elijah, nor the Prophet?"

These Pharisees must have figured baptising was something that a very special person would do to others?

26"I baptize with water," John replied, "but among you stands one you do not know. 27He is the one who comes after me, the thongs of whose sandals I am not worthy to untie."

Well, that is a mouthful. Saint John the Baptist says he is not worthy to touch the shoes of Jesus. They were cousins, right? John the Baptist must have known a lot about Jesus. He must have been aure of who he was. I wonder if he had some special revelation about who Jesus was. Maybe he was saying this based on having observed Jesus all his life. ... or did he mean since Jesus was the Messiah, that he was unworthy to touch his shoes?

28This all happened at Bethany on the other side of the Jordan, where John was baptizing.
Jesus the Lamb of God 29The next day John saw Jesus coming toward him and said, "Look, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world!

Well, that is really something, too. I wish I knew what "the Lamb of God" meant. It sounds like (at first glance - I am ignorant remember) he was very harmless. That is my first impression of the phrase "Lamb of God." (the harmless one from God?) Maybe I need to look into that one. Takes away the sin of the world? Huh? Let me just think about that for a minute ...
What is the point of much religion if Jesus "takes away the sin of the world"? That sounds like something He does on His own. I think that is a pretty powerful statement. Even as I sit here, I am more and more amazed at that phrase. "... Takes away the sin of the world." I hear this phrase in church during the Eucharist, but it never seemed the same as when I think of it now said by John the Baptist. (it always seems like they are saying it about the host, and that is kind of unimpressive. This is much more powerful.)

30This is the one I meant when I said, 'A man who comes after me has surpassed me because he was before me.'

Huh? That must have boggled their minds a bit. This must be referring back to what was in the first few verses ... about Jesus being from eternity. John must have known something about that.

31I myself did not know him, but the reason I came baptizing with water was that he might be revealed to Israel."

Well, I guess John knew his purpose.

32Then John gave this testimony: "I saw the Spirit come down from heaven as a dove and remain on him. 33I would not have known him, except that the one who sent me to baptize with water told me, 'The man on whom you see the Spirit come down and remain is he who will baptize with the Holy Spirit.' 34I have seen and I testify that this is the Son of God."

OK, this boggles my mind some more. John says that "somebody" (God the father?) told him that the person who has a visible spirit come down and rest on him is the Son of God. He didn't know that the person - the Son of God - was his cousin until that time? That must have been quite a shocker! (Maybe I need to scrap my idea regarding the "observing Jesus all His life.") That is quite a "testimony" from John the Baptist. "...this is the SON OF GOD." wowsa.

I find this kind of exciting. I am surprised that it is exciting to me. I wonder why we don't read this in religion class.

John 1:19-23

2006-03-29T00:06:00.000-05:00

19Now this was John's testimony when the Jews of Jerusalem sent priests and Levites to ask him who he was. 20He did not fail to confess, but confessed freely, "I am not the Christ."

THe Jews sent religious leaders to ask John the Baptist who he was. Didn't they know? He was JOHN THE BAPTIST. He told them he was not the Christ. He must have known that they were looking for the Messiah (that is the same word as "Christ" right?) So, John had no delusions here. He proclaimed "I am not the Christ." How refreshing.

21They asked him, "Then who are you? Are you Elijah?" He said, "I am not." "Are you the Prophet?" He answered, "No."

Hmmm.. They asked him if he was Elijah. That strikes me as a little wierd. They did know his name was John. There must be some reason why they would ask him if he was somebody else. There must have been some thinking going on in Judaism that I am unaware of. They didn't believe in reincarnation? I don't know what they mean by "the prophet" either. Anyways, the fact that he said "no" to it all is very impressive to me. He was not looking for some great recognition for the Jewish leaders.

22Finally they said, "Who are you? Give us an answer to take back to those who sent us. What do you say about yourself?"
23John replied in the words of Isaiah the prophet, "I am the voice of one calling in the desert, 'Make straight the way for the Lord.' "

Wow, John is saying then that he is fulfilling some prophecy from Isaiah. Well, that is big, but I am still refreshed by him. He knew who he was. I like this book of John. (John is a popular name in the New Testament)

John 1:16-18

2006-03-24T11:49:00.000-05:00

16From the fullness of his grace we have all received one blessing after another.

One blessing after another? Well, at this point, I guess I should say I don't know what this means, but maybe some other time I will.

17For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ.

Oh, this may be what I always hear in church about that the Old Testament doesn't mean anything anymore, but that the New Testament is what we are to go by. Then again, they teach us the Ten Commandments at school. Hmm... Grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. Maybe I should look up the word "grace." Truth, now I know what that means. It means what is true! So is this saying that Moses didn't have any truth? Hey, I would appreciate some help if anybody can offer some.

18No one has ever seen God, but God the One and Only, who is at the Father's side, has made him known.

I am going to assume that "God the One and Only" is again referring to the person in the first few verses of this chapter, the Word made flesh - Jesus, right? Jesus is who this book is about. I am getting the picture! Jesus, who is right there with God, who is God (this must be the trinity?) has shown us God. I think that is what i just read.

Well, that is a lot to take in. I ponder.

John 1:14-15

2006-03-20T07:31:00.000-05:00

14The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.

This sounds pretty intense. At first it threw me off a little because I was thinking , "How can a word be flesh?" Then I rememebered that in verse 1 this book calls Jesus the "Word." This is pretty new to me. It is saying then that this One who was there from the beginning, made everything, was God Himself, with God, now has became flesh. This is really different than the way I had thought of Jesus! I never have thought of Him as existing "in the beginning."

We always see him as a little baby in the manger. We talk about his messages of "love" that always are made to sound like you're ony a good person if you let people walk all over you. But this, this is saying that He was around long before the baby at Bethlehem and the Oh Holy Night. Then, he became flesh, or became a man. That is pretty powerful stuff. Now I know why the Catholics say that he was God. I never have really thought or heard about it this way, though. Whenever I have heard about this, Mary is usually the focus and how God favored her and she didn't have to have sex to get pregnant with Jesus.

This is cool. It gives a perspective of the Christmas story that doesn't even include the donkeys ... or Mary or Joseph. It is like - he just did it all on his own - became flesh! Cool.

15John testifies concerning him. He cries out, saying, "This was he of whom I said, 'He who comes after me has surpassed me because he was before me.' "

Back to John the Baptist. OK, so he must have said something about someone coming after him who is more important than him. Maybe that is recorded somewhere else in the Bible what he said. I do remember in verse 7 and 8 that it spoke of how John was not the main guy, but that his mission was to point out someone else. It is kinda cool how he says "he was before me." If I remember right, John the Baptist was born before Jesus ... so we are seeing that idea that Jesus was the "in the beginning" person. Neat.

I wonder why in Catholic school we never hear about this. This is pretty powerful and it might make their ideas about Jesus being God seem more real to us young people.

John 1:6-13

2006-03-18T09:51:00.000-05:00

6There came a man who was sent from God; his name was John. 7He came as a witness to testify concerning that light, so that through him all men might believe. 8He himself was not the light; he came only as a witness to the light. 9The true light that gives light to every man was coming into the world.

Saint John the Baptist. I know about this. He was the one that baptised Jesus. It says here he came from God. He must have been a pretty holy man.

... so that hrough him all men might believe. Wow, John the baptist had high goals? I would think the word "might" is an important part of that sentence. Am I right?
I like verse 9. That sounds really beautiful. True light that gives light to every man... it sounds so promising and like such an intense event is being described. They are talking about Chritmas Eve?

10He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. 11He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. 12Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God— 13children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband's will, but born of God.

I never heard this before. The world did not recognize him. I never thought about that. He made all the people and for the most part, people didn't know he was their creator. Do I get the gist? He came to that which was his own ... He owned the people and they didn't accept him?

The last part... It is saying that those who "received" him, or believed in him, he gave them the privilege of being God's children. So, we are not all God's children? Most people I know that would talk about this, would say, "we are all God's children." Maybe I will learn more about this as I keep reading. Born of God - is this baptism or what?

That last sentence is sort of mind-boggling.

John 1:3-5

2006-03-14T11:01:00.000-05:00

3Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made.

OK, so this is saying that Christ has something to do with the actual creation? I truly have never heard this before. I have always thought of Jesus as being the person that came into existence at the manger with the blessed virgin Mary. I never thought of him as someone that existed before that. To top it off, this is saying that he made everything?

4In him was life, and that life was the light of men.

In him was life. I don't get this. Are we speeding ahead here up to the time when man was created? First it talks about all things were made by him, now it says in him was life that was the light of men. I think maybe we sped ahead a few buzillion years.

5The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it.

Huh? Maybe I am in the dark because I don't get that one. It sounds pretty prfound, though. I wish I could understand this a little better. One thing's for sure, I have heard none of this in religious school (that sort of surprises me!) for all 10 years. It is interesting, I have to admit, and I am only just beginning. I think I am going to continue to read this book of John.

(I am growing up fast)

The Gospel of John

2006-03-13T00:42:00.000-05:00

Te Dyspraxic Fundamentalist blogger has suggested that I read the gospel of John. I am going to do this! I will post a verse, several verses or paragraphs every day (if I have the time and remember) and think about what it says. If you want to help me think about it and understand, that would be welcome. Here goes:

1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2He was with God in the beginning.

This is about Jesus, right? When it says in the beginning was the Word, I assume that because it was capitalized, that means it is referring to Deity. Am I right about this? So, is it saying that Jesus was God? This is what the Catholics tell me. That is some pretty powerful wording there. I wonder what He looked like. I mean, He wasn't born until 2000 years ago, but this goes way back to "the beginning". Did He have a body? This gives me a lot to think about.

More Optical Illusions.

2006-02-25T23:23:00.000-05:00

Life is like that.

What do you see?

Optical illusions just pretty much sum it up as far as I'm concerned with this life.
Nothing is as is seems.

Things to Do in an Elevator

2006-02-16T23:22:00.000-05:00

When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap him on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you.

Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.

Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.

Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor you're on.

Hold the doors open and say you're waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?"

Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!"

Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.

Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if he has an appointment.

Lay down the Twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.

Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask him if he can hear ticking.

Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.

Ask, "Did you feel that?"

Stand really close to someone, sniffing him occasionally.

When the doors close, announce to the others, "It'sokay, don't panic, they open again!"

Swat at flies that don't exist.

Tell people that you can see their aura.

Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, "Shut up, all of you, just shut up!"

Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, "Got enough air in there?"

Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.

Stare at another passenger for awhile, then announce in horror, "You're one of THEM!" and back away slowly.

Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.

Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.

Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.

Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, and then announce, "I have new socks on."

Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers, "This is MY personal space!"

God?

2006-02-13T15:08:00.000-05:00

If God is real, why is there so much death and violence and sadness and sorrow in this life?

Why do people and animals have to be so mean?

Why do people hurt? Why do people die? Why don't people love?

I think optical illusions are really cool. They kind of remind me of life. Nothing is very easy to understand. It all "fools the eye."

2006-02-11T23:42:00.000-05:00

I love the Beatles

2006-02-11T23:06:00.000-05:00

Even though I am a freshman in High school and all the popular music is this punk stuff, I like Rock and Roll, even oldies. I like the song below even though the name of it is kind of depressing. I'm kinda wierd like that.

I'm a Loser
John Lennon/Paul McCartney
I’m a loser, I’m a loser,
And I’m not what I appear to be.
Of all the love I have won or have lost,
There is one love I should never have crossed.
She was a girl in a million my friend,
I should have known she would win in the end.
I’m a loser, and I lost someone who’s near to me,
I’m a loser, and I’m not what I appear to be.
Although I laugh and I act like a clown,
Beneath this mask I am wearing a frown,
My tears are falling like rain from the sky,
Is it for her or myself that I cry.
I’m a loser, and I lost someone who’s near to me,
I’m a loser, and I’m not what I appear to be.
What I have done to deserve such a fate,
I realize I have left it too late.
And so it’s true pride comes before a fall,
I’m telling you so that you won’t lose all.
I’m a loser, and I lost someone who’s near to me,
I’m a loser, and I’m not what I appear to be.

Is life really worth all the pain and dissapointment?

2006-02-09T12:06:00.000-05:00

The title of this post is the kind of question that used to frequent my mind before I knew the Lord as my saviour. I have started this blog mainly so I could use this profile to comment when I want to offer a different perspective - the perspective of one who doesn't know Christ. If you see "Rosie" pop up on a blog, be nice to her.

I may also post articles here of a thought provoking nature. (As opposed to my other, non thought-provoking blog).

Cheers!

Psychedelic

2006-02-09T11:34:00.000-05:00

Look at the pictures to see if you see movement;
then read what is below them....

What do you see? One teacher said, "I felt like they were all moving...but slowly. Kind of like they were breathing." The pictures attached are used to test the level of stress a person can handle.The slower the pictures move, the better your ability of handling stress. Alleged criminals that were tested see them spinning around madly; however, senior citizens and kids see them standing still.
None of these images are animated - they are perfectly still.